(18) I AM PRAYERS - EIGHTTEEN - MY WORSHIP IS OBEDIENCE!

TO WORSHIP YOU, IS TO

OBEY YOU - AT ALL TIMES

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So now, like Jesus, in John 11:41, I Thank You for hearing me the first time and quickening my these dead situations (______), in my way, like You did with Lazarus and sarah’s womb.

If You said it, there is no doubt that I am going to get to my destiny, TO THE OTHER SIDE, So You can stay asleep in the bottom of the boat. I know You have heard me and will always hear me and You will always answer me and You are right here for-me-in-me, Right Now! You will answer me because what, I am asking-about, praying-about is what You want and what You have already finished.

I know my worship (my obedience), my focus (my obedience), my abiding in You (my obedience) and my confidence in You, will cause me to resist and cast-down satan's thoughts and will renew my mind, restore my character, manifest my finances, restore my marriage and end or cause me to re-think the purpose of this "so-called" tough-situation I am in; just as You did with Lazarus (John 11:42-43).

And I KNOW You will and You have pulled me up-out of the water (the problem) and You are walking-with me on top of my this stormy (this hard) situation (right now) just-like You did with Peter (You don't love Peter any-more than You love and have purpose for me).

So when my storms (trouble) come I will remind myself that You said, YOU and I ARE GOING TO THE OTHER SIDE and You gave ME the Authority and Your Mind, Your Thoughs - to stop the wind (stop the trouble / stop the bad-thoughts) and stop the rain and/or You will, You are personally walking with me on-top of (my the obstacles/satan which are my negative thoughts).

Problems are only satanic Thoughts, AND YOU AND YOUR FULLNESS IS IN ME NOW, POWERING ME "THROUGH" THIS SITUATION, THESE BAD THOUGHTS, NOW!

AND YOU SAID, YOUR ANOINTING, WHICH IS "YOU" WOULD DESTROY THIS strong-hold, this mindset, this faulty-belief-system that is causing this anxiety, this uneasiness, this fear!

I will actively, with determination "Let Your Mind, Your Thoughts Be in Me, Respond for me and manifest through me at all times, moment-by-moment, response-by-response, decision-by-decision, choice-by-choice all day everyday"!

IN MY SHOUTING VOICE:

LORD HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND WHY I AM NOT USING YOU AND YOUR POWER THAT YOU ARE IN ME TO GET OVER THIS bad MINDSET, this Faulty Belief System. I WANT TO STOP RESPONDING TO satan the wrong way! I WANT TO GET OVER THIS MINDSET AND THIS BONDAGE OF _______.

I AM FULLY AWARE OF THE FACT THAT I MUST GET OVER IT (him), STOP IT (him/the thought) and ELIMINATE IT (him/the thoughts) YOUR WAY!

I WILL RESPOND TO MYSELF AND EVERY PERSON AND EVERY THOUGHT, EXACTLY HOW YOU SAID AND ARE SAYING TO RESPOND TO MY THOUGHTS AND YOUR PEOPLE - BASED ON YOUR WORD AND YOUR RHEMA VOICE ONLY!

I WILL NOT RESPOND TO PEOPLE & SITUATIONS I WILL RESPOND TO YOU AND YOUR VOICE ONLY!

So right now, I take Your Authority over these thoughts of _____________and any problems or storms in my life. I thank You Lord, for Your Authority and for being so near even if I get weak, scared or lose confidence.

My problems are only problems when I view them as problems.

You said, problems were my training tools and preparation for my next level or next assignment, You said, in James, to glory in problems and to get excited about problems, because problems come to establish me and help me to experience You and Your greatness!

You said, You finished my successful ending before I began. So You knew I would be going through this "so-called-problem" at this particular time in my life. You "pre"pared me to handle and eliminate this problem "YOUR-WAY"!

So, I will simply Worship and Praise You for Being God and my Lord and Savior as I stand in faith "knowing", working-on and waiting on the manifestation of what YOU have given-to-me and inspired me to wait-on and trust You for!

You said, Because, You "Knew" What Your End was going to be, You exercised Your Confidence and You OPERATED IN YOUR VICTORY / Your KINGSHIP and because You SAW Yourself seated on that throne, You were able to Glory in Your problems despising the shame…so now…Because I know what My End Transition and what my Next Level and Next Life “IS”; I am a success, I am great, I am prosperous, I am healthy, I am a King….I will despise this “so-called” shame also, just like You. YOUR KINGDOM IS IN ME NOW! I AM IN YOUR KINGDOM NOW and I am a great-success, now!!!! Whose Report, Whose Word will I believe "I BELIEVE YOUR WORD FOR ME JESUS" AT ALL TIMES!

I Am, I will Glory in and on-top-of my “so-called” tribulations also. And like what You did with Peter (by shutting satan's words down quick), I will quickly cast-down, shut-down anyone that attempts to suggest, push or pull me in a direction other than what You have said in Your Word and confirmed to me, Even if what they are suggesting is easier or "so-called" better. I'M DOING IT YOUR WAY PERIOD!

I will completely shut-down Anyone that tries to suggest to me that there is an easier or better way or that what You have given me to do won't work as You have planned it out through my experiences and the revelations of the PC Financial Platforms, The Networks, The I Am Ministry and My marriage and my family. EVEN MY MISTAKES WERE APART OF YOUR PLAN AND MY TRAINING!

I will “choose” to go through the tough situation (like You Jesus) rather than the easy-way-out. Because YOUR Rewards are INCREDIBLE, GENERATIONAL AND EVER-LASTING…HALLELUJAH.

Doing it YOUR-WAY always Results in Mind-blowing Blessings and Next Level “Lasting-Generational-Wealth-Living” and Life-style! Look at Joseph, Job and You! When You made up Your Mind (after going to God three different times), Your Angels strengthened You, Helped You to Make up Your Mind, to take that beating and the seperation from Your earthly life in time...... and Look at You Now, You are in Billions of People and You are seated on the throne on the Right side of the THE MOST HIGH GOD!

That hard, hard, hard decision You had to make in Your "human-ness" was worth-it!

I WILL CHOOSE TO DO ALL THINGS YOUR WAY! BECAUSE YOU MADE IT POSSIBLE! And I can only do-it through You and with Your Power and BECAUSE IT IS WORTH IT!!!!!

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So right now, in Jesus Christ Name (In Your Name and "IN" Your Power & USING Your Authority):

I will use every problem as an opportunity:

• To Demonstrate Your Word, Your Spirit, Your Authority, Your Humility, Your Patience, Your Peace, Your & My Angels and YOUR LOVE at work in me!

I will use every problem as an opportunity:

• To demonstrate how I am growing (I will prove it to myself and others).

I will use every problem as an opportunity:

• To Show others how to Respond & React to problems Like You would respond to it or them! And I will show all how to Act and Prepare before the problem.

I will use every problem as an opportunity:

• To give You Glory through my response and my daily living…

I will use every problem as an opportunity:

• To Show others what Shaddai, Shammah, Shalom, Jireh, Rapha, Elohim, Sabaoth, Love, Patience and Peace looks like.

I will use every problem and every BLESSING as an opportunity To Show the world how I am You Manifested in Your Performance!

In Philippians Four, You said, You had-to make an “opportunity” for me to know that You are concerned for me. Trouble & Hard situations are Opportunities??!!

You needed to provide a way for me to “get understanding” of how You are able to Bless Me and how You use me (this is Your Body, I am not my own).

So as I look at this problem from Your Perspective and through Your Word. I must, I have-to, praise You, even-though my flesh don’t want-to. My Spirit says, I must praise You for this "so-called" lack, this hurt, this so-called shame, this sickness, this stupid decision and/or this person or myself that is causing me __________________.

Because Your Word says in Philippians four, that these issues and this trouble are opportunities for me to be blessed when I view-them, respond to them and handle them thru Your Eyes, Your Perspective and with Your Mind, Your Endurance, Your Anointing, Your Glory, Your Power, Your Word and Your Grace.

That Stroke that came to me in 2007, that You totally healed me from (without doctors or medicine) was the opportunity I needed so that I would without a doubt “know” that I Am the Temple of Rapha!

My Son, Armand’s unconscious Body in my arms was Your Opportunity for Him and I (and my children watching) to understand that He also is the Temple of Rapha. Raising my family of eight on $300 per week was Your Opportunity for me and my children to know that we are the Temple's of Provision for millions and that You have ordained-us, qualified-us and glorified-us to run this Trillion Dollar School System, the PC Financial System and The PC Networks.

And my hearing Your Voice and understanding the necessity, the importance and the critical life or death situations of prayer and how I had to wake-up and work on these networks at all times of the night, I had to wake-up and stop satan from burning my son and killing my whole family as a space-heater was burning he and his brother’s blankets.

Your and My Mantle of Angels again saved me and my boys from certain death by putting our vehicle back on the roadway as Aiden Fell asleep and ran completely off the road driving down Interstate-20 at 80 miles mph with Me, Austin and Avery. Even Aiden has no recollection of how the vehicle made it back on the road.

Again, I am still in amazement everytime I pass through the intersection on hwy 90 where Your Angels pushed that semi-truck off to the side of the road just-before it slammed into the back of my car and just far enough so that he did not run-off the side of the road into a deep drop-off; YOUR ANGELS SAVED ME AND the truck-driver from certain death or critical pain and misery.

These are just a few of the experiences that You allowed, in-order for me to know How Great & Critical YOU ARE IN ME!

I know You have a critical plan for me and My Family that satan or the death angel can not stop; YOU WON'T LET HIM, YOU CAN'T LET HIM; BECAUSE OUR SUCCESS IS PRE-PLANNED, PRE-DONE, IT'S FINISHED AND every action and every reaction is taken-care-of (by You and My Angels) to ensure that WE GET TO THE SUCCESS THAT YOU PRE-ORDAINED, PRE-PLANNED, PRE-DESTINATED FOR MY FAMILY!

I have and I will remain content and joyful knowing that El Shaddai has already eliminated any problems through my using His/Your Power and Authority over problems and me watching problems play-out and come to an end, in a way that You, God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost will get all the credit and all the Glory although You are using me and my body.

You said, when the flood of doubt and temptation come and it would, and it comes often (BECAUSE of YOUR USE OF ME IS SO GREAT..I AM ALWAYS IN satan’s territory and airspace taking souls from him and destroying his works and his kingdom) I must immediately, Speak, Shout and Verbalize Your Word, I must Praise You, no-matter how I feel. I must shout Your Will and the Future that You have already given to me and You said the heaviness and anxiety will flee, and it does.

You said, to Speak to "the thought" (the heaviness, the temptation) with Your Words, Your Power and Your Authority and it (the thought) will flee.

I also know You allow this heaviness to come as a tool to keep me humble and so that You can get the glory out of my life every time I praise You through it!

In James One,

You said, that trials, tests, trouble, heartaches and temptations were opportunities for me to be Blessed! Cancer is a Blessing!!! WHAT? You said It is when I respond to it Your Way!

In James One,

You said, this problem, this test and this temptation came as a way for You to build-up my faith muscles and so that You could get Glory out of my life. I will allow You to get Your Glory out of every test, heartache and temptation that comes my way. You said, that I am required to be happy about these trials, temptations, hurts and obstacles.

Real joy and Real happiness comes when I have made up my mind to respond to problems and people in the exact-way that Your-Word says to respond to it or them or myself, because actually I am “NOT RESPONDING” When I live everyday in-You and You In-me I am Simply Acting and Living. I don’t have to “RE-ACT” I SIMPLY “ACT” Do what You say, because I will always be ready and prepared for so-called problems and they will not rattle-me or mess-up my mood or my day, because I am expecting them and I am prepared for them!

I am able to respond and live this way because You took-on every sin and every problem I will ever experience, You dealt-with-solved-my problems with every lashing of the whip, every slimmy piece of spit, every word of insult, every sharp thorn pressed into Your head, every nail driven through Your bones and all the condemnation, loneliness, adulterous, evil, murderous, pedophilic, lgbtq, and pornographic thoughts, all filthy, hurt and horrific feelings You had to endure and then the ultimate separation from YOUR SOURCE—GOD/Yourself…. and all that You felt when taking-on all the sins that I and the world and Your Saints have committed and all the sins we will ever commit.

You said, there is nothing that I will face or go-through that is not common to man/to You. You have felt everything I have ever felt and everything I will ever feel. That’s why You alone can comfort me through anything.

I thank You, because, You (Jesus) Your body had to be made into sin, because there was none in You. You did that for Me! You said, that I have not resisted temptation to the point of death or coming close to experiencing what You had to resist, and You did it and You are in me, powering me through it...Your death was a long tedious process….so, there is not one excuse for any sin or unbelief in my life… There is not one excuse I can use or blame for my stupid mistakes and unbelief in You.

You even had to experience what it felt-like to have Your own loving and capable father to turn His Back on You and forsake You! You felt the hurt of dying believing Your own daddy-God allowed all of this hurt, shame and sin to be “willfully” put on You and he did nothing.

You died believing You had a dead-beat daddy who did not care anything about You. My God, my God why has thou forsaking me? You asked that in Your human, hurting, understanding just like I ask in my hurt and many children ask today of their (infidel) parents!

And the many, many spouse’ that are betrayed, left, hurt and cheated-on, who cry-out night after night why?, why?, why?

God it hurts so bad to invest so much into a person and love a person so much and that person can simply leave me so easily….You felt and took on this level of hurt from my wife for me…which is why only You can comfort me through it….You know how it feels. And I understand that You also know how she feels and what she had-to and is going-through that caused her to leave me.

You have felt every disappointment, all hurt, all condemning spirits, shame, rejection, hard heartedness and any pressure satan can come-up with. You felt it all and You never (not once) gave into satan and his pressure. You did that as an example to show me that I can do it, without excuse. But the Awesome thing about You, is that You always give me a choice to choose the easy-way out of the temptation or a test, You never chose the easy option. I thank You for making it possible for me to love every person just like You do without a “but or an excuse!”

You Gave Me the Authority over anything and any person that satan could ever present to me…

HALLLELUJAH…I THANK YOU JESUS….You suffered severely, so that I would not have to suffer at all….satan hates to know that I have this knowledge and Your Power and Your Authority over him and he is daily trying to get me to renounce it and not believe it or not-to take it literally or seriously even though he knows it.

You even commanded/told me to give YOU My pain and any negative thoughts or concerns (You said, speak to the rock-not, hit it) when issues show up and that You would willingly take the whips, the shame, the embarressment and the condemnation for me for suffering for YOU…..

.......and in return for my suffering, responding Your way, allowing You to respond through me, You said, that You would manifest Yourself in the form of Peace, Joy, happiness and Strength....I thank You for giving me Your Joy, being my Joy and for taking my this pain and these ashes, after I have been broken and the sin has been burned out of my life.

I thank You for Your Fire, Your Word that is consuming everything in me that is not like You! lack is not mine, stress is not mine, pain is not mine, hurt is not mine, sickness is not mine, divorce is not mine, frustration is not mine, anxiety is not mine and I won’t claim it or own it because it doesn’t come from You!

I Also noticed in Your Word and In Your Bible how YOU NEVER spoke what satan was doing, YOU ALWAYS SIMPLE SPOKE WHAT YOU WANTED TO HAPPEN! I WILL DO THE SAME....I won't spend time on the problem, I will spend ALL OF MY TIME MANIFESTING YOUR WORDS and YOUR SOLUTIONS.

I know, I MUST present my body to You AT ALL TIMES, not just in church, I must present my body, my mouth, my mind, my hands, my feet to You at a moment’s notice at all times. When I want to watch tv, sleep, go-out, or eat; if You need my mind and body, I must stop what I am doing and make myself available to YOU! I WILL NEVER FIND MYSELF DOING ANYTHING THAT YOU WOULD NOT BE DOING, THAT IS HOW I STAY AVAILABLE TO YOU!

I CAN HAVE FUN, FUN, ENJOYMENT AND ENTERTAINMENT IN YOU! There is never a moment when I have to put you down or make a decision or choice apart from Your Word and Your Mind!

EVEN IN MY FINANCES AND SPENDING....ALL MONEY THAT YOU ALLOW ME TO HAVE IS 100% YOURS (No-where in Your Word, do You ever say to give You 10% and I can do what I want with the other 90%).

Many times (and often) I must practice this on my own (hours everyday)..Which is why I watch very little tv and stay far far away from secular music, unproductive social media, bad entertainment, unhealthy conversations or gatherings that does not produce increase in my life or others’ lives and situations.

Secular entertainment, music and unhealthy conversations and social media skews and clouds' my hearing and my judgement and makes it extremely hard and most-time impossible for me to live for You or make the decisions that YOU want and need me to make.

Like Mary, I thank You for giving me a heart for You and making it pleasurable and a priority for me to sit at Your feet and give You my Best worship (OBEDIENCE), My Best sacrifice (OBEDIENCE), My 1st Fruits, All of my money, All of My Time, My home, My Vehicle, My Business and my most expensive possessions and Your-Will, Your-desire” to make You the top-priority over ALL.

YOU ARE NOT SATISFIED WITH A TITHE, (a Tenth)!

YOU WANT ALL (100%) OF ME & EVERYTHING YOU GIVE ME EVERYDAY!

IN YOUR NEW COVENANT, IN YOUR DISPENSATION OF GRACE YOU NEVER ASKED OR REQUIRED ME TO GIVE YOU A TITHE OR A TENTH OF MY CHECK! YOU COMMANDED THE FIRST FRUITS OF ALL THAT I HAVE AND THAT I AM!

YOU REQUIRE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING I HAVE AND EVERYTHING THAT I AM.

YOU WANT AND YOU COMMANDED THE BEST OF MY TIME, THE BEST OF MY TALENT, MY HEALTHY BODY, THE BEST OF MY CHILDREN, THE BEST OF MY BUSINESS, THE BEST OF MY ORGANIZATION AND THE BEST OF EVERYTHING YOU HAVE ALLOWED ME TO HAVE!

IF I AM ALWAYS IN YOU,

I AM ALWAYS DOING WHAT YOU WANT DONE!

I AM ALWAYS WHERE YOU NEED ME TO BE!

I AM ALWAYS SPENDING YOUR MONEY WHERE AND HOW YOU WANT IT SPENT!

WHEN EVERYTHING I HAVE COMES FROM YOU, EVERYTHING I DO IS DONE FOR YOU AND YOUR GLORY AND YOUR KINGDOM!

I GIVE YOU 100%! YOU DON'T WANT "NO-COTTON-PICKING 10%!"

YOUR WORD, YOUR STILL SMALL VOICE AND YOUR RHEMA WORD TELLS ME WHERE AND HOW TO SPEND YOUR MONEY AND YOUR TIME!

You said, You put everything that I need and You put every thing that every person in my circle of influence needs, You put it In THIS DAY.

SO NOW,

Like Peter I will drop my business for You, Like Abraham I will sacrifice my Son, My Future, My destiny knowing that some-how You will resurrect it, BECAUSE YOU NEED IT, You finished the End from the Beginning, and Like a deer that pants after the water brook, my soul longs to be with You and In Your Presence and for my ways and everything that I have to Please You and that includes my money, my talent and my time and what I listen-to or watch!

I thank You for helping me to keep satan from stealing my Joy and My Confidence because YOU ARE MY JOY AND YOU ARE MY CONFIDENCE MANIFESTED. so satan can't steal YOU, he can only try to get my mind off of YOU AND WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND HAVE DONE AND WILL DO AND WANT TO DO!

I thank You for being My Peace, My Joy and My Contentment and I will praise You for being God and a Good, Good Father and I know satan and his demons tremble even at the mention of Your Name and You said, when I am in You and I stand and Resist him, satan has to flee and not only that; his demons flee seven different ways and I will assure You and them, when they try to come back and they will, they will not find any place in me because I am filled and booked solid with You, Your Spirit, Your Glory and Your work-plan for my daily life.

Simply said: satan comes in as a thought, that he is trying to plant in my mind and in my heart. The thought, (he) goes away and is replaced with the thought of the solution (YOU-GOD) when I repeat Your Word and Your-Will Verbally and when I believe it and act it out and practice it daily as I am doing now. Reciting the Words of this book keeps me in Your Peace and In-You! You said to "LET" Your Mind be in me and that I am not my own, this body is Yours. I do that by reading, studying and reciting Your Word. Your Word is Your Mind.

In 1st Chronicles 22, You said, in my the trouble and hard times that has tried to stop me over the years, as You used me to prepare and develop a team and a system that would make and revolve Billions of Dollars….The PC Financial Networks, the Academy, the curriculum, the plans and testing of each project all came during the hardest times of my life and in the presence of my children, church and wife. You have revealed this to me through my PC Networks, the I Am Ministries and the Academy over the past 25 years…My life parallels this passage of scriptures.

The ministry and the organizations that You have given to me will generate billions of dollars to save, educate & prepare youth & young adults and will bring peace & unity to our streets & communities and will provide jobs and careers.. Hallelujah! All of the participating ministries, corporations, agencies and leaders using the PC Networks will cause the networks to revolve Trillions of dollars through Your Communities, Ministries, Businesses and organizations.

You said, that this IS the system and the method to use that would take the wealth of the world and distribute it to Your Children.

All of the networks and the projects that You have given to me to establish are designed to lift You Up and draw millions of souls to You every day. You said, If I lift You up that You would draw all men.

I thank You for using these networks to draw the drug dealers, gang members, youth, little girls & young women, the business owners Corporate leaders and the world leaders, All to YOU!

MY RIGHT NOW FAITH, TRUST, OBEDIENCE and DAILY ACTIONS TO:

1. YOUR EVERY WORD

2. YOUR STILL SMALL VOICE

3. & TO YOUR FINISHED WORKS

ARE MY:

Evidence, My Strength, My Hope, My Peace, My Reality, My Success, My Manifestation, My Happiness, My Confidence, My Contentment, My Motivation, and My Excitement.

You said, I do not live by food only, but by EVERY Word that comes from You! You said, Your Joy is the STRENGTH that I need and must use to be a doer of Your Word. I thank You for blessing me to be able to rightly divide Your Word, understand Your Word and apply Your Word to my every single decision, every single response, moment by moment through out this day!

I thank You for making me a doer of Your Word and You said, when I exercise my faith, I will inherit (all that You have given to me) Your Promises which are YOU (You and what You have given to me cannot be separated)! I want You and all that comes with YOU!

I thank You for Your Peace that goes beyond my understanding, You are the Prince of Peace, I am a joint-heir with You, so I am a prince of peace – I extend peace, I give hope, I spread joy, I am a light to the world…. I thank You for being my Hope that goes against my visible circumstances. Even David’s main request was that You Restore Your Joy to him. I cannot be effective without YOUR JOY. AND TRUE JOY COMES FROM DOING WHAT YOU SAY TO DO and HOW YOU SAY TO DO IT! I cannot obtain and live-in Truth, Peace or real joy any other way.

I am a living Epistle, I am a walking Manifestation of You Jesus. I am the Physical, Verbal-Voice of Your Word, You said I am a king, I am a lord and I Thank You for trusting me to represent You! You said, You ordained me before the foundation of the world and that I would bare-fruit and that my fruit would remain.

In 1st Peter 2:9 You said, You Chose me, You said I was Your Royal priest, You said I am Your holy nation, You chose me for Your own possession, so that I would be able to proclaim how excellent You are and how You called me out of my a dark place into Your Marvelous Light which is into You.

I praise You Lord Jesus for being so so so wonderful as You work Your-Works and Your-Life through me, every moment of everyday!

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