(16) I AM PRAYERS SIXTEEN - MY LIFE-STYLE

MY ACTIONS WILL PLEASE YOU!

I am not worried about pleasing others!

Dear God, I Thank You and Praise You for another day and another opportunity to Praise You, Worship You and enjoy my sound-mind and a joyful heart that desires to Allow You to use me, that desires to Allow Your Mind to take-over my mind and allows me to know and to cooperate with the fact and the truth that this body is not my body and that You have finished my happy, successful, healthy and prosperous future in this body through my Right-Now-Faith and Patience in You moment by moment today!

You said, You Esteem Me, When my lifestyle and daily actions and decisions please You.

My actions does Not have to please my spouse, my children, my friends or any other person; When my faith, my patience and responses please “YOU” YOU ARE GLORIFIED AND I REAP THE BENEFITS OF BEING AT PEACE, PROSPEROUS AND HEALTHY!

I know my actions and responses replaces my mind with Your Mind and helps me to see and understand the way and the route to my provision, resources, healthy life and how to keep my wife, children and others pleased because I am allowing You to manifest Yourself through me at all times.

When, I am in-You; You make sure everyone else is pleased and You control and have already predestined and caused the type of outcome that leads to Your Glory and Your Kingdom being established. And "that" particular outcome, "Your" desired outcome is not always what I or anyone else expects, hoped or thought it would be.

My actions and responses does not even have to please me. Many times I have no idea why and or even how I am able to respond to certain situations the way I do, when You are using me.

I or others don’t always understand the action that “YOU” need me to take and what results are born from me standing in-faith, in-You for-YOU and doing exactly what You said to do!

Many-times, what You say to do is VERY UNCOMMON to what I or most people think should be done or what should have happened. I only want-to and will please YOU!

Help me not-to-be-concerned or to respond based-on what someone, thinks, hopes or has said about me, my vision, my situation or my condition.

Abraham told his wife and his friends that he and Isaac was going to worship and they were coming back; killing my son, killing my future, killing my blessing that I waited-on for years is worship? NO, OBEYING YOUR EVERY COMMAND IN-YOU IS WORSHIP! There are not any negative consequences when I am in You and obeying You. You only Increase! The world may see it and judge it as a negative, but it is increase when I am in You. Like Joseph in that jail was increase for him, his family and the nation.

You told Moses to tell Pharoah, to "willingly-let" Your children leave Egypt. Moses had NO IDEA "You" were going to use (talk-to) frogs, insects, and plagues to convince Pharoah to listen to him and then ultimately use Moses' walking-cane to make a dry path-way (a road) in the middle of the ocean and then use that same ocean to destroy, drown and make sure Pharoah will never bother His children again.

Moses and Your Children left captivity rich and with all of their enemy's valuables. MOSES HAD NO IDEA THAT WOULD BE THE RESULTS OF YOU TELLING HIM TO GO TELL PHAROAH THAT "I AM" Said, LET MY PEOPLE GO!

Stephen speaking his mind and Your truth and correcting the religious leaders caused them to stone him.

Paul could not have accomplished all that he accomplished if he wasn't saul first!

I respond based-on Your-Word and Your Voice ONLY. Not another person’s opinion, judgement, motives or what they think about my situation or decision. Peter (& many others) did not understand why You had to make such Uncommon decisions, which is why You were so aggressive with Peter and said to his face, "get behind me satan," when he was only being concerned for You, but then You kissed Judas and called him friend when he was purposely betraying You.

I want Your Faith, I thank You for Your Faith, because I have IT (YOU) “This Faith” that You said I must have, The Faith that You supplied me-with, the “Faith”, that “You-are” in-me and living through me…Help me to know if or when I deviate from You, Your Faith, Your Doctrine, Your Gospel of Grace, Your Word, Your Truth. Help me to stay humble before You in all areas of my life!

Peter was unaware of the fact that satan had begun to influence his conversation and his thinking and what he was saying when he was talking to You. satan was able to slide-into Peter's mind because, what You-Jesus was saying was so uncommon, unnatural and did not make sense to Peter or to the common man.

Reading and reciting Your-Word through this book will help me to stay in-You and in-sync with You, despite whether I believe or like what You are saying or not. Your Word and Your Will is TRUTH and most of the time goes against the visual facts and touchable realities. Your Truth and Your Will will happen whether I believe it or like it or not.

I must and I will put away and not consider again any thoughts, ideas, weights, people, sins and issues that have hindered me for years. Help me know when I am in error and bless me with the determination the humility and the made-up mind to change and not allow any deceived or misguided thoughts or mindsets to manifest again…

I Thank You for giving me Your Spirit, Your Energy and Your Motivation to stand, to war in the Spirit and to Take My Blessings and Establish Your Kingdom By Force…I will run through troops and giants at Your Command, and like Elijah I can Out-Run Horses when "I allow" Your Spirit to guide and encourage me and I will run and not-faint, run and not get weary, run and mount-up on Your wings like an eagle and because I believe and trust You and Your finished works for me, I will also walk them out patiently and I will not faint or give up waiting on Your Manifestation of it or them “_________” my Schools, the Financial Networks and my successful marriage!

I thank You for preparing me so that I can handle what You have made available and prepared for me and my family and those who will benefit from my life and ministry!

Like Peter, I can walk on water when You say come and like David I can kill giant(s) with what I have and the skill that comes natural to me and when I remember how:

You supernaturally healed me from that stroke in 2007, You Healed me from siatic nerve in 2010 (without doctors or medicine), You kept me, even when I spoke death over my own life as a teenager while dangerously racing on the streets and Highways in New York & New Jersey, and in 2000, You delivered me from fornication, DJing, secular music and the grip of Worldly entertainment all by Yourself, You never let another “person” explain it to me, You revealed it all to me Yourself.

You did this all while my father tried to keep me in the muslim-faith, preachers gave me reasons to keep on DJ’ing, Church leaders & Pastors used me, lied on me, stole from me, discouraged me, even as satan tries to kill me in my sleep as I wake-up choking and gasping for breath and in 2017-19 You kept me from the Grip of Death, Divorce, Suicide & Jail all while teaching me how to fight demons and not people.

I thank You for How You have transitioned me from Audio-Visual to Full-Time-Ministry fighting principalities and demons in communities around the world.

I praise You for alerting me of the Gas that was poured along the back of my house and in my car as my family and children were sleeping in the house.

I praise you for that miracle night in Virginia on Interstate 95 when my pregnant wife and I fell asleep while driving on a six lane stretch of wet hwy; You miraculously allowed the vehicle to slow and stop somehow on the side of the hwy.

I Truly thank You for the process and the struggle that You used, that taught me how to hear Your Voice and feel Your presence, so that I would wake up in the middle of night when You shake me, so that I would be prepared for my first born son and family on that night You woke me up and sent me into Armand’s room at 3:00am to discover that he and his brother's bed-covers was starting to burn, because of a space heater.

I Praise You for preparing me for that miraculously night in 2015 as my children watched me frantically running with the unconscious almost lifeless body of my First Born Son Wardell Armand, searching for help; You Miraculously opened a gate in the fence that was clearly not opened minutes ago and You allowed me to reach the paramedics who transported us to the hospital with only minutes to spare, I Bless You for keeping Wardell Armand Brantley from so many brushes of death with that ant-allergy, Seizures at 2 years old, throat closures with seconds to live, and many ambulance-rides.

I thank You for allowing me to know Kiara, Aria, Armand, Aiden, Avery, Alaya and Austin are the persons that will carry this vision to the world and how You will allow My-Fruit and My works to Remain forever through them (my children). And allowing them to know through “25 years of Experience” that they are Healing, They are Provision for millions and They are the Spirit of Shalom manifested that they will pro-ject to this World.

I thank You God, for Allowing me “to know,” to understand and to accept that all of these experiences were simply opportunities for me and my children to learn who You ARE in US and What You are capable of doing through us even though they were also tests for me and satan’s way of trying to kill, steal and destroy my credibility, my voice and my influence on my children and the PC Networks.

I thank You, that my children and family will Hear and Recognize Your Voice through my vocal chords and they will act-on every Word that You give them through me! And I pray and thank You that I will not hinder, suppress, add-to or take-away any Words that You desire to speak through me to my children, my wife, my communication networks, my school, my studentsm my PC Card members and my business partners.

I WILL NOT DESTROY MY CHARACTER THAT WILL CAUSE YOUR WORDS COMING FROM ME TO LOSE their POWER & EFFECTIVENESS!

I thank You for restoring my character, my integrity and my influence that I in my selfishness and deception let slip away over the years.

I Truly thank You for keeping me in my right-mind. As satan daily tries to take my mind and make me think I am crazy, abnormal, a horrible person and a horrible husband and father through this awful awful awful heaviness that falls on me daily like Elephants!

And You continually let me know how problems cannot prosper when I’m in YOU! And again Like David I can live a life pursuing Your Heart even after a big mistake and Like Paul I reckon that old-man, that old-self to be dead and I will allow You to use me for Your Glory, never considering who I use to be or what I use to do.

HELP ME TO RESPOND TO EVERY SITUATION AND EVERY PERSON USING YOUR WORDS-YOUR MIND, YOUR FAITH, YOUR PATIENCE, YOUR AUTHORITY, YOUR POWER AND WITH YOUR TEMPERMENT, BY VIEWING MY SITUATIONS OR THE PERSON(S) FROM

YOUR PERSPECTIVE AND THROUGH YOUR EYES, KNOWING YOU HAVE ALREADY GIVING ME THE VICTORY OR WORKED IT TOGETHER FOR MY GOOD! AND THAT YOU HAD TO ALLOW IT!

I will not take any-negative-thing personal that someone says or does to-me;

no-matter what it is or who it is….

I WILL NOT TAKE IT PERSONAL!

I WILL FIGHT AND DEAL WITH THE “SATANIC THOUGHT!”

IT IS A THOUGHT, THAT IS TRYING TO PERSUADE ME

TO RESPOND CONTRARY TO YOUR WORD!

WILL NOT FIGHT OR RESPOND TO THE PERSON!

I Will Fight and Respond to the negative-satanic thought (I will replace satan's thoughts and words with Your Thoughts and Your Words)…

MY SINGLE RESPONSE CAN KILL, STEAL & DESTROY

ME & EVERY SINGLE PERSON INVOLVED WITH ME!

You Said, to Speak to the Rock, not Hit It! Moses responded wrong & it kept him out of the promise-land. That is how important it is to respond to our thoughts & satan, not people!

I am asking You God to help me to properly understand and eliminate the destructive mindsets and thoughts that are dormant in me that may cause my down-fall OR cause me to destroy another life.

Help me to understand and to know, that in the same fashion that You are working all things together for my good and for my successful future, is the same way that You are working all things together for the good and the successful future of the person that is or has done wrong to me.

Help me not to respond to the people like Moses. Moses was tired and frustrated and he got it wrong.

Help me not to respond like Sampson. Sampson wanted rest and it just wasn’t time for him to rest and he ended-up resting in the wrong person’s lap.

Even David was resting at the wrong time when he should have been on the battlefield fighting…

As I think about David In his idleness and how he was not in the place (on the battle-field) where You needed him to be; and knowing how he (previously) killed the lion (maybe lying), the bear (maybe pride) and goliath (maybe cancer) but yet he still “allowed” a bad habit or a unrenewed area of his mind to remain alive in him that caused him to set his integrity and discipline aside and fornicate (commit adultery) have a baby and kill (murder) a woman’s husband and then try to cover it all up (this may have been pornography or an lgbtq-life-style that he did not properly eliminate from his mind).

Help me to understand, recognize and properly eliminate all strongholds that will absolutely destroy me and others if I do not eliminate it through Your Word and Your methods.

I know reciting and living this Word that I am reading now will help me to renew all areas of my mind to line-up with Your Word!

lack, laziness, fornication, addictions, gossip, lying, divorce, over-eating, cursing and pride etc…

I know these are simply manifestations of other strongholds like unbelief, fear, impatience, lust or pride and I won’t focus on these symptoms, I will focus on You, Your Truth, WHO I REALLY AM IN YOUR KINGDOM, THE POWER AND AUTHORITY I HAVE IN YOU and the “Fact-born-from-Truth” that I Am Righteous and Right, Right Now and My Victory over any bad habits will be manifested through the Agape Love that I project and give to the person that I am engaging even when I am talking to myself.

I must love and respect me and WHO YOU HAVE MADE ME TO BE AND DIED FOR ME TO BE! You made me in Your Image and Your Likeness and You said, I WAS "VERY" GOOD!

And like Abraham I can hope, when there is no reasoning or justification for hoping. I can trust You, even over my physical 100 year-old (non-working) body and my real bad circumstances. And again like Abraham, I can Go/Move without knowing where I’m going at YOUR command and I will kill my son (my future/vision) at Your Word and then be able to hear Your Voice clearly when You say don’t kill him (my seed/vision), knowing that You will always have an answer and the resource I need waiting in the bush for me, even if YOU have to do it super-naturally, like the out-of-place ram or the provision in the fish mouth for Peter or Your Voice in a burning bush that won’t burn-up or splitting the ocean as You did for Moses or talking through a donkey or turning a rod into a snake or making (100-year) wine in minutes out of water, using rocks to cry out for You or sending fire from heaven to burn-up everything on the alter.

Like Abraham, You can bless me, without me, even when I make huge selfish mistakes. You even blessed Abraham financially and kept his wife from being with another man even after he selfishly gave his wife to another man (twice), You would not allow that man/king to touch Abraham’s wife. You would rather kill that king and destroy his kingdom before You allowed him to touch Abraham’s wife. Abraham put many in harms way, because he was scared & selfish! Or was his action wisdom from You? Your ways and thoughts are not like mine.

You kept Abraham & his wife and I know You are able to Keep Me, My wife and my family even in crucial times of error, You said a righteous man can fall seven times a day….You are no-respect-of person, I love You Lord!

You called Lazarus from the dead and he was not asking, fasting or praying for You to call him from his death bed!

Even Peter (with all his walking-on-water-faith), denied You three times (publicly) and You still specifically asked for him and sent for him because You wanted him to know that You knew he would deny You and You wanted him to know that it’s okay because You needed him to deny You publicly so that You could show him/us how loving and merciful You Are and that, the entire situation was orchestrated by You for Your Glory and Your name sake, so that "I" could be here praising You for it many years later because "I" have denied You in so many of my ways and actions and "I" need to know "right now", how merciful and loving You are to me in this-my TOUGH situation right now (that I brought on myself).

Especially now, because it does not “FEEL” like You are being loving and merciful because this situation is tough and hurtful to my natural mind…..Hallelujah.

Again, This is just me talking-honestly God; It seems to me that Peter may have denied-You and doubted-You those three times (because he was thinking how could You protect him now, when You did not stop that storm in the water).

He may have been thinking, "You" told him to come and he jumped on that water believing You and You “allowed” him to sink, fail right in front of You and his boys.

Peter may not have recovered-from or over-came that huge disappointment, that hurt, and that thought (even though You saved-him - He didn't sink or die, he started sinking). He was doing something Amazing (walking on water) that You told him to do.

As I remember the many times I stepped-out to do a great work for You that I prayed-over, fasted-over, prepared as best as I know how and it still utterly & horribly failed (so-I-think).

Now, when I start-out to do anything, I am so cautious because I don’t know (for-sure) if "it" not-working-out is apart of Your Plan or not; because I now understand that even-when You say to do it, I still can fail and it not work-out how I hoped it would and I can be embarrassed or face consequences for doing something that YOU said to do...hallelujah! Daniel got thrown in the Lion's den for doing what You said to do, the Hebrews boys got thrown in the fire for doing what You said to do, poor Stephen stoned-to-death doing what You said to do!

This is Just me talking, seeking understanding, courage and Your Faith to move when You say move, knowing All will work-out just as You Say.

Like Moses, I stutter also, but You still use me to send a powerful message to the king, in my case You are using me to speak to National and International leaders, corporations and businessmen. But You have given me a Word and a solution for the leaders and the corporations of this world. And I am going forward with it and doing it!

Also, Like Noah I will continue to build and work-on Your schools and Your PC Financial and Communications Networks even as satan tries to use those closest to me to destroy me and use leaders to make fun of me, keep funds and opportunities from me and laugh at me because of the process You have for me to go through.

And like Joseph & Noah, I know those that are talking about me the most; and those that are exploiting my financial situation and using me; these are the very persons that my ministry will Bless, help, and save (the most). And I even-know, what many are saying about me and how they are using me; and Yet, I still have a passion to help and bless them even as they threaten-me, curse-me and take advantage of me….Hallelujah…

In Isaiah 54, You said, No weapon formed against me will prosper and every person that will talk against me, I will condemn and I will show to be in the wrong. They will see they are completely wrong. I thank You for preparing my table of victories in the presence of (the devil), I thank You for my success over all the opposition that HAS and WILL CONTINUE TO COME AGAINST ME!

I am not surprised because You said, they would and will continue to come against me and those in my own house will try to destroy me.

I thank You that Vengeance is Yours and You Repay, You are repaying any person that is allowing satan to use them to talk against me, talk about me, hurt me in any way and those that are aiding my wife without my knowledge & consent and bringing division in my family. You have allowed me to witness the one person that attempted to come between my wife and I and he threatened my life, now months later he is dead and another man who made fun of me with my wife (about me walking around my community praying for my community) and he is dead! The leaders that aided my wife without my knowledge – DEAD & Missing Body Parts!

You said, If I made You my dwelling, You and Your Angels would not let me get hurt in any way.

I have made You my dwelling, You Hear everything that anyone is saying about me and You See everything and all wrong-doings that any persons are doing to me and You send Your Warring Angels to handle them…. I Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.

I don’t praise You for the brothers being dead or hurt, I pray for their family and I praise You for being my protection and my loving daddy who knows exactly when to step in and handle it! Was the brothers going to die any-way? Did You protecting-me have anything to do with their death? Don’t matter, nor do I need it to matter. You God need it to matter to individuals coming against Your Children..

They disrespected me and my marriage in the vicinity of the time, of their appointed death-dates and the timing of my writing this book That’s a fact! So, it doesn’t matter what I or anyone else believes. You allowed me to witness it as I am writing this book in and under the authority of Your Holy Spirit. That is for those who will say, it was a coincident and my situation had nothing to do with their death! Same situation with several others who are aiding my wife, talking against me, trying to stop my success, They are going through absolute Hell in their health and body and body parts missing.

I know Vengeance is Yours and I am not to know how and when You repay, Because I know others can say the exact same thing about my situation. The Hell I am experiencing now; several can attribute it to You taking vengeance out on me on their behalf….So I dare not and will not gloat over someone else’s pain and troubles. I praise You for being a Just-God who has filled me with Your unfair Favor because I choose to believe and trust You!

Forgive me if I have misplaced my worship, trust and my focus in any-way. I Thank You for making the crooked places straight and braking the bars of iron hindering my progress (You said, Your Word would show me the steps I need to take in-order-to make all the wrongs in my life right). Purify my motives. Give me a right view of life, money, people and what You have for me to do and how and when to do it.

No Weapon will ever prosper in my life because You are in Me and I am In You!

Weapons (satan) don’t Prosper in my life they Sharpen, Increase & Advance My Life!

When "they" talk about me, “try” to hurt me, or “try” stop me

VENGEANCE IS STILL YOUR RESPONSIBILITY.

And I know and I thank You because You have given every person that has said or done any wrong to me the same opportunity to repent and get it right,

just as You do for me, everyday.

There are several people in my immediate family and church that has Absolutely

Done Wrong by me and have tried their best to hinder and stop my progress;

However, You still require me, to be quiet, know that You are God and bless them anyway!

Your Word clearly states that I will have-to Bless those that are knowingly and Willfully doing wrong to me, spreading lies and using me (just like Joseph’s brothers). Joseph Absolutely had a sincere and loving heart towards his brothers who did their best to destroy him! I thank You for anointing me and preparing me to love my enemies and those that are purposefully doing-wrong by me!

I THANK YOU, THAT I AM PEACE AND I AM AGAPE LOVE

I AM PROVISION FOR MY (human) ENEMY

I AM HEALING FOR MY (human) ENEMY

I AM PEACE AND RESTORATION FOR MY (human) ENEMY

Who are many times my church and family members that satan is using & deceiving.

You Changed me from Your-enemy to Your-Friend and You want me to do the Same with my enemy who is really my family, my friend my sister, my brother and my neighbor when I push and remove satan from between me and them! You said to Love my Neighbor as myself! And I am!

I THANK YOU FOR "SLOW-COOKING-ME" Molding Me and preparing me IN FRONT OF THEM AND TEACHING ME

TO STAND FIRM AND “KNOW” WHILE IGNORING the SHAME! As You had to Do!

I AM NOW PERMANENTLY ANCHORED TO YOUR ROCK-FOUNDATION-YOU!

As You allow me to hear negative conversations about me from those that say they “love” me!

I WORSHIP YOU FOR YOU!

I AM RUNNING AFTER YOU!

I AM NOT PURSUING YOUR THINGS & BLESSINGS

I Am Pursuing You and a Great Relationship with You!

Things, Money, Relationships and People that are not from You are Harmful and will ultimately destroy me!

I AM PURSUING YOU!

But I Also Know, You Said, You Reward Me when I diligently Seek You!

SO, WHEN I RUN AFTER YOU – YOUR THINGS AND RELATIONSHIPS OVER-TAKE ME! and YOUR PEOPLE-MAN GIVE UNTO ME WHAT I NEED AND WANT THAT ARE FROM YOU!

A GIANT!

During a time in 2012, after my mother’s death, while flying all over the country in fancy hotels and limousines as I was truly positioning myself and my company for multinational contracts and true wealth; You, God then added a Christian Television Network, A television studio, a school, Investors, A Staff and over 500 Broadcasters to my plate and my company.

Then, for some reason, real fear and real unbelief showed-up and absolutely paralyzed me.

I was absolutely afraid to do the things You were telling me to do.

During this time A Young-Lady named Gail Jenkins Kyle, In the middle of all of that, Spoke Your Words over my life. And set a course of events in-action, that I could have never imagined:

She said (several times),

“WARDELL, YOU ARE A GIANT IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD”.

I HAD NO-REAL-UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT THAT MEANT!

In 2012, in my office, You broke-me-down and started working everything out me so that I would believe “that” and begin to walk in “that” Anointing.

My name, character and confidence destroyed over the air-waves worldwide, I couldn’t make a dime anywhere. I started working with drug dealers, in and out of court, lost my wife, cars, house and church. Interesting thing though, I never once lost my praise and my heart and my mind and passion for You, the ministry, my organizations or this work!

I’m Not saying, I did not question it or doubt it, but in the midst of the doubt and questions I was still praising You, talking with You and working this work. It has taken me or You eight years to get me to this point!

However, Now when I work, I absolutely feel like I am carrying two or three elephants.

I am constantly trying to push words and thoughts out of me that just can’t SEEM to come out fast enough!

I feel like a Warship most mornings. I feel the heaviness of Warring in the spiritual realm. Like when those ships and tanks fire-off their weapons, I too feel that recoil, that knock-back, that explosiveness. That’s how I feel when I am writing even as I am writing now and when I am working. I feel like a Navy seal, a Abrams Tank, an aircraft Carrier, a nuclear submarine, an Apachy Helicopter, a F-16 Fighter Jet, a C-130, A Stealth Fighter, a Nuclear Bomb and the Space Shuttle taking-off all at one time at the same time and normally; when it’s time to go to sleep or wake-up, I feel like a wounded soldier who has just-been attacked by those same type forces and weapons.

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WOW

TO BE A GIANT IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD!

I must give-up whatever I think is right or wrong about this world in this physical tiny earth suit called a body, called a human.

To Be human and Spirit,

Giant & Small,

Super & Natural

All Power and All weakness

All at the Same Time - All the time.

A Giant in the Kingdom of God

Shall do Exploits and Exceed Greatness in the World!

And Live a life of abundance with more than enough to share with others.

Daniel 11:32, Ephesians 1:19.

Nothing Makes Sense……

Until I can view, understand and accept joyfully “nothing” & “everything” the way God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit Reveals it, Unveils it and Says to understand it, view-it and respond to it through Your Bible, Your Mind and Your Rhema Word!